Yesterday it was mj’s birthday 💚

michael jackson quote "i love you more"

Happy birthday, Peter Pan 

Happy birthday, Peter Pan 

Yes i call you Peter Pan 

Cos you are In your heart….

You don’t fly, but you moonwalk 

Somewhere away from this ugly world…

Yet you visit our homes like a warm spirit 

Your loved ones, your grownup kids, and 

Your moonwalkers….we always chant your 

Name in our hearts cos we love you…we 

Miss you….that’s why there’s your beautiful 

Legacy never left our continents…this is how 

We feel close to you…through dance, through 

Your soulful songs…

I feel you close through my sketchin of 

You….through words of you…seems like 

I’m talkin to a ghost…I don’t really see your face…

I can say my left hand is speakin to your spirit…

Cos I’m always creatin portraits of you….

I guess it’s only way I can give you a hug and 

Kiss on your cheek….call you Peter Pan….

I know you’re Michael Jackson…. But I nicknamed 

Peter Pan, is it okay with you?  I mean you had neverland 

In California….and you’re a child who never grows up 

Lookin for your childhood….that’s why you’re Peter Pan 

With so much melanin…..with so much soul….

And I’m Cinderella who keeps losin her shoe all the time….

I don’t know why….

With all this being said, my friend…

I wanna wish you a happy birthday….a happy 63rd birthday 

Another year young still innocent….still a kid at heart

Even after death….somehow you never left….you still lingers 

Our insides….when we dance or sing like you….

We always act like you’re still here….

Only cos inner Michael Jackson keeps strollin through 

The mountains of our funny bones….

You give us chills, tingles, tears, and smiles….

We love you Peter Pan, I love you Peter Pan…..

Happy birthday…🎉💚© Kai C. Qebsenuf 36 august 29,21

Mj drawings

michael jackson quote "i love you more"

Dearest moonwalkers

michael jackson quote "i love you more"

Dearest moonwalkers

Dearest moonwalkers

We love Michael yes we do…

Our love will never die, never be endin…

Michael has touched our souls way too much 

That we cry, we laugh, we draw, we write poems 

Cos of him, most of us treated him like he’s god…

He’s not god, he’s a kindest human with a golden soul….

All he did was loved..all he did was cared….

Even when media keeps lyin, keep writin lil white lies

Even when people still wants greed…

We will always defend the king of pop…

Dearest moonwalkers, dearest, dearest moonwalkers

What do we wanna say? Do we wanna hug him?

After his passin, he deserves more love and respect…

We all know he’s innocent….we all thank him….

Moonwalkers, dearest moonwalkers 

I saw the crowd of y’all in the street 

Chantin his name like he’s a cult leader…

When he comes out of the buildin with dozen of

Bodyguard…I see tears, I hear screams, I feel all the 

Excitement…how I wish I was with y’all in the crowd 

Just to see the glimpse of a beautiful superstar….

Up close, maybe I could touch his hand….

Or maybe I could give him a hug while tears soak 

My dark brown eyes….I mean he’s somethin extraordinarily,

Somethin gorgeous..Michael is magic…

I’m so proud to be his moonwalker…

He’s watching over us that we play his music, doin thriller 

And watch YouTube videos of him doin the moonwalk and 

Robotic moves…don’t forget his spins…we sense his art through 

Our creations…how we adore him, how we miss him…

How we look out for his children….

Dearest moonwalkers, 

Let’s keep michaelin…let’s always keep his legacy alive 

Let’s keep lovin him no matter what….

Tabloids and people who think he’s a bad guy 

Let them be….cos we actually know who Michael is….

Michael Jackson is a brother, a melaninated man 

Who’s a child…who wants to give back and mend the humanity 

Together and help kids while lookin for his childhood…

People said he’s an angel….people said he’s shy….

And when he performed, we as moonwalkers are So in awe….

We love Michael, we love to love Michael….

The globe loves him, and I hope he knows that….

He’s in a spirit world, some say he’s in heaven….

I said, “Michael you are truly loved….forever loved…

Like how are we goin to forget you Mike, you live beatboxin

Our heartbeats…we can’t forget you….you and your sunglasses 

You and your sparkly glove…that’s not possible to forget 

Who you are, cos a lot of us your biggest fans still imitate

Your dances…

Even I tried to copy your moves, I can’t dance like the way you do….

Michael we love you, you love us more.”

💚💯 © Kai C. Jul 28,21 seb 3

MJ art

michael jackson quote "i love you more"

If I could write Michael Jackson a letter from so far away, What would I say?

If possible, would he write back? I know he’s in a better place. But if I believe 

Believe a ghost or a guardian angel, would I witness him signing his name in 

My sketchbook? I don’t believe in spirits or paranormal activities. I just believe 

He’s there in everybody’s hearts. He’s in mine. If you’re a true Michael Jackson fan,

And you’re a religious person, would you write him in heaven? I don’t think he mind 

Getting letters, poems, songs, fanmade YouTube videos, and artworks from his fans all 

Over the planet earth. Maybe when you think of him, and you feel his spirit while playing his music or you have that flashback of him doing the robotic moves. I know he’s there in my thoughts. Imagining him watching you draw and write, through all his pieces you create, you just paint him as he was still living.  The memory of king of pop never dies…paparazzi and whole damn media is really trying so hard to destroy his legacy all because they want greed. I never watched leaving neverland  documentary with Oprah. I don’t have any respect for her anymore because she betrayed him and his family. In 1993 or 94, Michael has welcomed her in open arms and they had a great time. Then years later after his death, 

Oprah did an interview with the two victims of Michael Jackson, I was like wait a minute this man gave you a welcome to neverland and then you turned your back on him. Like really dude? Why can she inter Harvey Weinstein’s victims, you know make a documentary about him, instead of king of pop.cos he’s no longer here to defend himself. I have observed this is white supremacy working. I have observed that melaninated man who passed away and get a documentary of so called bad things while a Caucasian man has no television special of him doing inappropriate things.  This is racism. Racism is controlling our narrative as usual. They keep trying to keep this man in the mirror way down.  I’m sure people don’t see it because they will say it doesn’t have anything to do with race. It does.  White supremacy is working at its best. And a lot of people don’t really understand this is part of the system. White supremacy is trying to get people think melaninated men the wrong way…that’s what it does…they have been doing that for years. They keep people thinking Michael isn’t innocent. White supremacy got people thinking our brothers are not innocent. And Oprah just did their favors.

His niece Brandi Jackson has to stand her ground for her uncle lots of times. She was really tired of the same bull shit. I don’t blame her….she loves her uncle…..And by the way she’s so beautiful.

I would to write Michael Jackson a letter somewhere far away from the earth. I can use my imagination where I could send him an email or mail a handwritten note to him in ancestors realm. He might get a kind words from me, from my heart. For me, my poems, my drawings, or my writings about Michael Jackson are letters. I can feel him reading them or watching me draw him. Right now I’m drawing him as Peter Pan with my original character Kara, she’s a fairy. She visits Michael and he dressed up like Peter Pan. I thought it would be nice cos Michael is actually a real life Peter Pan. He didn’t fly. He moonwalk. He’s a type of Peter Pan who wanted to heal the world…I figured Kara went to visit him in ancestors realm. 

If I could write an actual letter to the gloved one, again what would I say? I would say 

Dear Michael, I miss you, I love you thank you for everything. It’s not really the same without you.  

It feels like the whole world seems quiet without your aura, especially at your beautiful home, neverland . It got so abandoned. The earth misses your presence, the crowds miss how you move them. It’s the way you make us feel. Your kids are still thinking of you.  Don’t worry, your fans keep your legacy spreading like wildfire. You have touched so many…. I just wish I could meet you a long time ago. I just wish i could meet you now.  That was my biggest dream. I always wanted to meet you in person and give you a hug.  I didn’t have the chance. I kind of regret it. I still have memories and listening to your music. I just wanna say you are loved. You are truly loved. You still have moonwalkers in the palm of your glittery glove. I will never forget you…I  asked people do you like Michael Jackson? They were like of course they love Michael Jackson. I guess that’s a silly question to ask. I asked that all the time. I wanted to know if they like you, if they enjoy your music.  I love you Michael. I love you with all my heart. That’s why I’m doing a king of pop theme of art on a regular basis..I hope you don’t mind…usually my routine drawings are Disney fan art and other characters. Then you became my ideas as my routine drawings.

Now I got a king of pop theme, a Disney theme, my original character Kara theme, and so many theme I have.

I also got a blog about you. It’s called king of pop’s princess 

I wanna show my love for you and have the fans to come over. I wanna keep your spirit alive and well. You are part of my life. You are my favorite celebrity. I have a poster of you on my wall along with my art. I got canvas of you and Jackson 5 that I did myself. You aren’t allowed to be forgotten. That’s impossible that the world tried to forget you while your voice roamin around in the air… here on this earth things hasn’t been good because COVID lingers and people are wearing masks now. It’s really heart breaking. People are taking the vaccines and they end up having blood clots. Police brutality is on social media. And got melaninated men wearing dresses. Yes the world has been going backwards. I’m sitting here like really is this what we’re doing now? I’ve been writing poems about racism and white supremacy a lot. I really want to get rid of it. Michael you are correct, they don’t really care about us. They really don’t. They don’t give a damn about melaninated celebrities. After your death they still want benefits. They still capitalize you….

I don’t wanna capitalize your name or anything like that. I don’t worship you. I did idolize you a lot. 

Do you think idolizing is a bad thing? Well you are my favorite superstar so that can’t be a bad thing.

I just wanna keep you alive even when you’re not here anymore..that’s why I followed mj fans, listen to the music, watching you on YouTube. I still got this is it movie.  I write poems and drawings of you.  I have a blog that keeps michaeling always… 

Michael Jackson I love you…l love you so much…. And I’m sorry I didn’t get a chance to meet you in person. At least I got to hear your songs and watch your concerts all over again. I got to see you as a child star with your fuchsia hat..I got to know you in this lifetime. So thank you for sharing your energy with me and the fans all over the world.

💚, Kai 

That’s what I would write and send it to him somewhere in ancestors realm. I wish there was a place  of after death that exist in real life. It would be so easy to email or Mail a letter to mj.  A heaven or ancestors realm is a thought. It’s what you want it to be. For me ancestors realm, all you see is ancestors coming together. Sometimes I see a sky or a place where there’s peace. Like I said before, heaven or ancestors realm is what you thought, is how you picture a place…it’s how you dream…honestly we don’t know where we’re going after death. Do we become ghosts or guidance? Or do we become nothin? You know a long time ago after Michael’s passing, I used to think he’s in heaven now. But since I learned about the real truth of Christianity, I was thinkin he’s in ancestors realm. Though I never really was a Christian. I just always love to think he’s in heaven cos that’s where all the good souls go.  

With all this being said, if I write a letter to Mike, well I wish he could write me back.  

❤️❤️❤️💚💚💚© Kai C. Jul,27,21 Djehuti 2

Michael Jackson has a golden heart ❤️ 💚

michael jackson quote "i love you more"

michael jackson quote "i love you more"

I haven’t been posting here for a long time but I hope everyone is doing well…are there any moonwalkers around?  I have been doing the Michael Jackson theme recently. I’ve done a lot of king of pops drawings and poems. Only to keep his spirit alive. Michael Jackson has been a part of my life even though I never met him…it’s been my dream that I want to meet meet him one day. The only way I could meet Michael is in my Imagination.  I write poems and draw mj. You can say I communicate a ghost through creativity. Though I don’t believe in ghosts.  I feel his spirit when I write and draw or listen to his music. Today I wrote a poem about if Michael Jackson was alive, and I admitted that I would cry. Can you imagine him reading my blog right now from somewhere far away from the earth? I hope I don’t embarrassed him lol. 

I wanna show him my appreciation.  I have mj fans on Instagram and Twitter constantly posting Michael Jackson.  I became friends with some of them.  Our love for Michael hasn’t change a bit…I’m sure he knows that he’s in spirit watching over us….like he’s seeing us watching YouTube videos of him performing onstage. I love the fact that I watch him being around with kids. He was around with “special needs.”  So imagine me watching him on YouTube, or I’m drawing a portrait of mj with bubbles, and he’s there in spirit. I could feel him. I know it sounds ridiculous. Writing this post and my heart feels his warmth sounds a little crazy…. I get it.  It’s because I still love Michael Jackson…. 

Even when he’s gone, I still love him….12 years June 25, that’s the day he passed away….I remember getting that email from my Canadian friend. She told me he passed away and I turned on the news to watch. At first, there was nothing…then the headline pop up Michael Jackson died at 50. I got texts from my friends and they tell me Michael Jackson died. My mom came into my room and I cried my eyes out.

On that evening I  got a headache. My eyes were red. I went to bed.  The next day I took my autobiography moonwalk with me to the day program. Radios blasting his music. I have blogged about how sad I was when he’s no longer here on earth. I thought I never got the chance to meet Michael Jackson. 

That was my biggest dream. I still want to meet the king of pop.❤️💚🖤 

I don’t attend to meet him as a ghost, because I don’t believe in ghosts. Although my curiosity got the best of me. I think doing a ghost hunt could be fun. If I ever wanna meet a celebrity ghost, it’d be Michael Jackson.  Even though I don’t believe stuff like that. There are people who believe in paranormal and they witnessed a spirit in neverland ranch. I don’t wanna go there, or go to the house on 2300 Jackson street. I would end up crying….. it’s not really the same without king of pop. I’m being honest. It’s never the same without him….those two places looks so quiet. The fans come and leave notes there. Michael’s chicken sometimes visits Gary Indiana, though they really miss their dad a whole lot. I mean the whole world miss the glove one….he inspired the whole world….he still does…that’s the reason why we keep his legacy more alive.  I’m so glad that I keep his king of pop princess up, even though I haven’t been using it for the longest time. I will post my drawings and poems on here soon hopefully.